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The Day I Quit My Job Without a Backup Plan
There were days that were heavy, and yet we had to show up and do the work.
After graduation, I got into my first job as a developer in an MNC through campus placements. I had to struggle and suffer to get that job as I didn’t have that many communication skills (I thought). All my friends were already placed in big companies by then. Me, I had to struggle in a very difficult way. Anyhow, I finally got placed and got a job after many tries, struggles, and difficulties.
I was very excited to join my first company and learn as much as I could.
I joined and learned.
♦Every journey begins with a small step.That’s been 4 years, but my learning stopped in the 3rd year of the company. Then it slowly became stagnant.
I started applying to other companies for more financial and learning options.
I applied again and again. But I kept getting rejected. I got nearly 1000 rejection emails. I used every app there is to search to send applications, but still got rejections.
I was sad and depressed. I couldn’t find a way to crack the system. I failed again and again.
After a while, I got to know the reason why my applications were rejected.
Notice period: 3 Months.
So obviously no company wants to wait 90 days for me to leave my previous job and get into a new job, right? This made sense.
People said don’t leave your current job without any offers in your hand. It’s too risky. The market is not good. We have to protect what we have. Grow in the same company.
Did I Listen? I wanted to listen because that was the safest option. Because I have dependents on me financially.
One day, I found my courage. I went to the temple and prayed to the Goddess, and submitted my resignation without a single offer in my hand. That minute was shaking and numb as if the whole world was stopping in front of me.
My thought was that if I put papers now, then I can search for a job during this 90-day notice period. If I get into another company, happy. Goal Achieved. If not, I take my papers back and continue in the same job for a while. This was my plan then.
Then slowly, I got calls for interviews. I started preparing seriously, and I prepared, noted down, and revised.
I took questions and feedback from my interviewers. Noted down all those questions that were asked in interviews. I prepared those for my next interview.
So much struggle, because interviews became tough, and some interviews had more than 3 rounds. This was all a tiresome process. Yet, I didn’t want to give up. Because I didn’t have any option.
One day, I gave around 5 interviews for 5 different companies back to back. That day, I didn’t get tired but felt happy and hopeful.
This was the process for around one and a half months.
Finally, I got the opportunity. That message said, “You are selected”.
Now I moved to the new company and started learning seriously.
Back then, I felt sad leaving my first company, because it was the only thing that believed in me and took me in and taught me the basics and made me work-ready. And also 4 whole years I spent with my colleagues and with that project. It had ups and lows, that’s ok. So I got a little emotional. I sent goodbyes. Still, it was my first company which made me disciplined and raised me as a good human being with values, not only professionally but also personally.
My first company will always have my heart, and I am proud to be a part of it.
Seriously, so much news was coming back then about my first company. I don’t know, the company always found its way into the news, but the headlines didn’t match the reality I lived. None of that news was true. Because they treat their employees with care. We have a good work-life balance there.
I am just taking this as a chance to say thanks and express gratitude toward my first company. It’s like first love. Even if it faded, it is always alive in the corners of my heart. So I love you.
You may doubt, if you love that company that much, then why did you leave? Sometimes we have to move on when our learning is stagnant, and we have more financial needs. You can’t get stuck in the same routine just because you like it. We have to grow. It’s not marriage, so it’s safe to leave previous companies and move on to new ones.
This is my story.
I was scared when I took that step, but now I’m thankful I did. Sometimes we just have to trust ourselves and move forward.
Thank you for reading this. 😊
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